train thoughts
Leaving the corn after two weeks and back to boston and feeling reflective. I feel like my twenties so far have been rediscovering/doing things I wanted to do when I was like ten but didn't do for some reason or another (or quit). I feel like my main problem is really just bouncing around from thing to thing that I never really get great at any one thing in particular, just mediocre at a lot of things. Like, I've tried to get into running again, and I do like it after I'm consistent for a couple of weeks. However, it's hard to reconcile I'm not as fast I used to be and my body doesn't look the same way as it does. I have been reading and writing more again after a long hiatus from the semester which does feel really good. I feel like it's really easy for me to be distracted, but I'm really at my happiest when I'm reading, writing, running, skating, etc often.